So I said my good-byes... :(

Last night was kind of rough!!!! I went home to my parents house to find all of my family there and more to say bye to my grandma! This by far has been the hardest thing to deal with it... I am going to miss her like crazy and home just will never bee the same! I can't understand what life is going to be like without her around! Its been routine for 9 straight years and it will definately be different!

When I finally was ready to leave after sitting there until 9 dreading the thought that I really had to say good-bye this time, it was nothing but tears! The second I stepped over to here I started crying and so did she! And that hurt more! I didn't want to leave her but I had too... and my heart just sunk looking at her and telling her how much I am going to miss her! She really is my heart! That lady means the world to me and couldn't have asked god to send a better grandmother than her! Nor a stronger one! I've yet to meet someone so strong and able to keep moving! She truly amazes me!!!!

This has been hard but I said good-bye... I will make it an effort to go visit her often and see that beautiful smiling face!

But I can't get over that she is really leaving! :( Sorry to repeat myself but its hard! I literally cried all the way home! It was tough to drive with tears making my vision blurry but I managed! I miss her already and she hasn't officially left the house yet!


Well thats it for now... Good-bye to my Wela and I will see her soon!!!